heypeople.

sorry for no updates. ivan is a fucking retard, doesnt wanna update about his fucking depressing life.

AND FUCK HIS DRUNK EXPERIENCE.

SO, being a good friend, i'll be updating about it. but its in the drafts. so wait up. : )

awwwyeah.

so sorry my dearest people for that emo post.

I for today actually was kinda emo and moody without a particular reason in college.

maybe for the time i spend taking the train is wasted totally yet no regrets.

there will be salvation on the next post, i promise.

being a fucking lazy motherfucker ( mums, milf ) ,

I'm gonna write a damn happening, gempak, steady, heartpounding, life shocking, cock teasing, pussy playing and ultra masturbation post.

signing off, kevin.

p/s : life is a sandwich, you can have different varieties of ingredients in between, yet you still get sandwiched between two breads.

sorry.

This blog has been all about the fucks and careless-ness.

But today, just for one post, I'm just gonna release my inner most deep feelings.

I can't feel anything in me now. My feelings are mixed and my emotions isn't occupying myself anymore. I've made a mistake that I will only remember for the rest of my life. I wish I can take back those hurtful words that came out of my mouth but I can't. I can wish upon a million stars but it wouldn't come true. I can dream of a happy ending but I will remember what I did.

I've never felt this way before for a girl in my life, and it just crushed my heart into pieces that aren't able to be mend it again. I can't received your forgiveness as I'm not worthy of it. I thought it would work out, but you're not willing to.

I was selfish enough to come up with those words, but only I wasn't the one speaking.

You've been the best thing that have happened to me last year.

I'll change and I've changed.

You wouldn't speak to the same person anymore.

kevin.